I've been in forced darkness for these 3 months, I've now seen my W 3 times in all that time. I've been told the time away from communication is good. I've never believed it and I don't now, even less so after yesterday.
The time apart has allowed her to get deeper and deeper into her sadness and fear and hurt. I can't be there to comfort her or let her know I care. SO, she goes to other people and I'm out, completely out. she has literally made her self believe that she does not need me at all. Not only does she not need me, but she does not love me either.
Does anyone really think there is any coming back from that?
YES
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
