It would be for myself and her grandmother, but I can also go after the fact to show my respects. I know at the service it wouldn't be about us. I cannot think of another way to put it other than I would feel like the murderer going to the victims funeral. I know that doesn't make sense but I feel that I am not wanted to be present, at least in my own mind.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
