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So is it a bad thing if I don't go to the funeral and put myself out there for her family to look at and say why is he here?

I just feel so strange being around a group that use to be there for me and now I am the outsider. It is a private burial service so it is just family members. If I knew it would not affect the situation between my wife and I, I would not go, but I also do not want to make anything worse.