Yes she stuck around for 10 years of it. Yes I have only stopped drinking for 4 months. Also in that 4 months I have come out with my past, my anger, my hurt. I know none of that is her fault, I know I should have come forward years ago, but I cannot explain why I didn't. With all that said, I just wasn't an alcoholic, I was traumatized young, was fighting back the only way I knew how, even though it was wrong.

I was thinking last night, and no it is not something I would do, but if we get divorced I would like to go to my sons wedding and when her, I and our son "the groom" are all standing together, I would love to tell him. "By the way, if you get unhappy or don't want to make this marriage work, you can just file for divorce and find someone new. Ask your mom how it works."
I know that is evil, but would love to see her face.


M 41
W 33
S8
S17
Bomb 3/11/07
S 3/28/07
New beginning? 8/31/07