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The only thing I know about her thoughts on the funeral is what she has said. I asked her a couple weeks back if she would like me to be their, her response "you can come if you want, I wouldn't tell you that your not allowed." Not yes, not yes you need to be their for son and I, nothing, just come if you want.

Her parents are the same way. You would think I was some killer or rapist. When I am around them which has not been much since this all started, I might as well be some stranger. Her mom asked me during fathers day weekend what was the matter, I told her that I feel like this outcast that no one wants around, but gets invited out of pity or whatever, she had no response.