Well I must have scared him off again. He said a couple sentences to me earlier but for the most part isn't talking today. Maybe I should say he's decided we shouldn't be talking cause I haven't done anything to scare him off. He could just be busy but even when he is I hear from him more then this. So I assume he's hiding again. Even though I know this is what he does and I know it's coming I hate it. Is it really too much to ask that I have my family back?
I know back off give him time, space and everything else. Problem is I wasn't pursuing him he was the one talking to me. So I'll sit here quietly and hope this stage doesn't last long. Maybe he's just having a bad day who knows. I just know I want him back. Guess when it's the kids quiet time I'll cut the grass if the temp hasn't jumped up to the 90's.
W: 33 H: 37 SS: 14 S: 7 S: 3 married 08/09/97 Seperated 11/02 05/07 H moved back 8/26/07