Well I must have scared him off again. He said a couple sentences to me earlier but for the most part isn't talking today. Maybe I should say he's decided we shouldn't be talking cause I haven't done anything to scare him off. He could just be busy but even when he is I hear from him more then this. So I assume he's hiding again. Even though I know this is what he does and I know it's coming I hate it. Is it really too much to ask that I have my family back?

I know back off give him time, space and everything else. Problem is I wasn't pursuing him he was the one talking to me. So I'll sit here quietly and hope this stage doesn't last long. Maybe he's just having a bad day who knows. I just know I want him back. Guess when it's the kids quiet time I'll cut the grass if the temp hasn't jumped up to the 90's.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07