IV neppah sgniht eseht od yhW

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Well the next 2 days are going to be long, I can tell already. Wifes entire family is coming to town for her grandmothers' funeral. The only part that I will be at is the actual funeral. This is what sucks, while her grandmother was sick a couple years ago, who was it that took her husband to the hospital every day, who made sure food was in the house, who went out of their way to make sure everything was taken care of.
Now who is the one being left out like an outcast. These are the times that hurt. Her family is more like my family than my own, but because of that is going on, I am the one who is left out.
I know no one can help my wife and I, but I don't think anyone in her family is even pro marriage, even though if we get divorce she will be the first in her family. They all know what has happened in our marriage, they all say nothing was divorce worthy, especially with all that has come out and the changes that have been going on. It is not that I want them to get involved, I know that will not help. It is the acting like nothing matters, our marriage, our family, our son, everything is just fine and who cares.