789, this is the old court date to drop the PO, it's the end of the 90 days. I haven't gotten any new papers, but they're coming now, no doubt. She'll win.
There was no commitment to come back to counseling on her part. The counselor said I was too direct and too aggressive. Not sure how that could be since I said all of 10 words, but I have to take his opinion seriously. He said I was reaching out to her too much. My problem is, I don't know if I'll ever see her again so I reach a little. I didn't have the chance to do 1/10th of what i wanted to. Anyway, if we were coming back regularly, I'd be like, OK it's a process, but the process is non-existent.
It's OK, she has made up her mind and I respect that. I don't want it and she's not taking into consideration the value that still remains in our family, nor is she taking S4's life into consideration, but anything I say she sees as me trying to manipulate the situation. So, no matter how sincere, or truthful, or considerate, or meaningful the things were that I said, they went in one ear and out the other. I could see it in her eyes, there was no breaking down the barrier this time.
This is going to be a Loooooooong 4 weeks.
We can talk ourselves into defeat or we can talk ourselves into victory - we are creatures of our thinking.
3/31/07 - Hit with a brick, leaving the dent there...
