Sometimes we just feel so damned tired and forget to reach out. Give it a try.
This is how I have been feeling. I have really needed my friends to keep accountable the last few weeks inregards to this. If it was not for them I probably would not reach out at all.
Journaling: I did not see W yesterday at all, though she called many times. My girls and I spent the night at my parents house because they are going to a play this morning and I am going to the airport to pickup a friend. Last night I had softball again and we ended up winning by 30 runs. The team we where playing actually quit an inning before slaughter rule actually takes affect.
I probably will not be on the boards that much for the next few days but I will hop on when I can to keep up with all my friends here on DB.com.....
My next few days should be a blast with my buddy in town. I do not have much planned today but tomorrow we are going golfing and then to my cousins house for a party. Saturday we are going to take my DD's to the waterpark. Sunday, even though I am a Sox fan we are going to the Cubs game - rooftop tickets(anybody want to go????). Then Monday I have softball. In between activities we are probably just going to hangout and try not to think about my sitch.
I forgot to mention this before...I think.....I am going to go skydiving in August sometime. We have not set a date yet, but am getting a group together for it. I have never done this before, but it should be a blast.
I should also mention that according to my W she stayed up to 1am cleaning the house for my friends arrival. She also went grocery shopping just for him and I. I am not going to think much of it, but defiantly strange for someone who wants nothing to do with me.
