I understand I too lived and revovled my life around H. I lost track of me. Now I am really liking getting to know me & my extra time w/ the girls. H always put himself first and went & did where he wanted to go w/ out any concern of anyone else. I guess that is another reason it was easy to cheat (selfish). If he wanted something he would go for it no matter the price.
The other day H was saying how he wanted to be honest at his work and give back his bonus $ on somethings he sold,but since the customer was not satisfied he had to take it back. H likes to be the descent person at work. He puts such afront over there & one of his coworkers whom I talked to absolutely could not beleive he was doing this to me "it's not like him". I was in one of my sarcastic moods & told him honest person??? Why couldn't you be that person before you cheated?
