Hey you know what really helps having a PMA!? 7 continious hours of sleep, thats what. Waking up this morning, even though I have to leave for work in a few minutes, in a much better frame of mind than the last few days.
Like I mentioned above I did talk to "her" last night, and looking back to the conversation this morning I do see some positives in it. I mean for the most part it went pretty well, even when she scolded me for the music. I will probably have to call her again tonight concerning work schedule. Am considering tossing out to her and invitation to have dinner with me, (just me no child) one of these days. I am fairly prepared to be rebuffed on that though, but I think it is important just the same to let her know that I am still interested??? <------ not sure if that is the correct word
I got all day at work to think on it at work, and I dont think I am going to throw that out there today anyhow, but it is something I am thinking on. It would be nice to get together with her and you know try to get a feel where she is at, I have been in the dark for quite awhile now........anyhow like I said I am gonna think on it, not gonna let it get me down. Going to make a mini goal for today, to just have a good day!
And Oh I realize that I need to start writing more stuff down. Goals, little and big. Of things I need to take care of. ie call brother, cut lawn, fix gutter.......save marriage..lol
