Sorry about the lack of sleep, NDDT. It really sucks, doesn't it? I don't so much mind not being able to eat, but not sleeping is irritating.
I understand you wanting your W to answer lots of questions for you or at least be clearer about things. There is no way of know exactly why she hasn't, but a big reason could be that SHE doesn't have the answers to those questions yet. And I am sure I don't have to tell you not to directly ask her any of these questions because if you press her for an answer, you may not get an answer you want.
I am glad you are in a better place today. I hope you have a peaceful night.