My H. has taken off work as much as he can and calls but I know he will be working with her. I kknow everything that goes on there as I have someone who calls and tells me. The day she thought H. would be be back she dressed in a tight outfit and tried to find excuses to be near his desk. Thats what I hear at any rate. I don't know if it's good to have an informant or not. I see my C. Fri. and I am actually looking forward to it this time. Sometimes I look at him and feel such love and then again I can look at him and want to pinch his head off. I have been looking on the internet at the past 6 mths of cell phone calls. I didn't know I could do that until someone showed me. He takes care of all the bills. There were lots of calls up until the time she bought him a cell phone that was not on our statements. I look at those calls over and over. Why am I torturing myself? I have ups and downs and the downs are really low. Thanks for the responses. Blessings, Violets
