OM/PA, MLC and the hits keep coming............Pt2

[NeedSomePatience]

I keep going through the same up and down feeling: If things were to change today, would I take her back? Does she deserve me, a good person? Should I find someone that would apprecitate this sort of dedication and the changed person I am because my W doesn't. I am sure you are thinking the same thing. If it has been this important to try to save your family for this long, then it might be worth it to keep on trying. these feelings help us detach a little better, and maybe that would help them get out of their "fog". One day they will see that OM is just a fantasy and temporary relief from us. but sometimes the hurt feelings keep us from wanting to go on because it is just easier to give up. They chose the easy way out, and sometimes it is tempting to choose the same path. Remember that we chose the path that is right, not the easy path. We chose the rocky path, and some patches are rockier than others. that's my two cents about it anyway. Stay strong buddy, better days are to come.