In need of help II

[sadhearted]

Yeah I'm not real fond of this hold pattern but if this is what it takes to get my marriage back then I'll hold. I have my rough times like last night. I felt like I don't know how much longer I can do this. And he's actually being positive so I'm not sure where that came from. Felt down most of today but I ended up going to his place so not to bad of an evening. AND when I got home he had all ready IM'ed me to thank me again!!!