In need of help II

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I sure do... Yeah if you happen to find my last chapter let me know.

If I find it I will share it with all.

Though I wonder if I'll have my marriage in the end I know I'm doing what I have to no matter what. I can't help but wondering. I know all I have control over is me and I had to let go. Just hate not knowing.

That is the part I have issues with. I know what I am doing is what I have too, especially for myself. I have just seen so many or read so many that go the wrong way. I know that I will be fine with myself either way. It just seems the biggest part of our lives are put on hold, and someone lost the remote control to start it up again which ever way the ending goes. Just push the damn button to see the ending. I know very anti DB'ing, just my thoughts.