Just realized today is the 4 week anniversary of his announcement he wants out. Have to try not to realize things like that, but it is hard.

On a better note, my H called me early this morning, which is very rare. Sometimes in the afternoon. So I asked what was up. Nothing, just wanted to BS. That NEVER happens, let me assure you. Asked how the kids were last night. I guess some part of me still has hope he will come to his senses. But I try and push that away for reality. I don't want to get my hopes up you know.


Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9
Separated 90 days 6/28/05
H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv
Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now
H Filed for D 7/08