I am still feeling iffy today. I don't know what my problem is.

H is supposed to come by and fix a leak on one of the water pipes this afternoon when he gets off work. You would think that by him doing this I would feel good, but I don't. I guess this past weekend was a real big one. Either that or it is the old age setting in. It is just taking me longer to stand up again.

The funny thing is, H hasn't done anything to make me feel this way. It is all in my head. Can I just chop it off? I have spoken with H a couple times in the last 2 days and it has been good. He has been very responsive to me.

I guess lately I have just had everything that has gone on the last couple years going around in my head. Maybe I just need a good nights sleep. I'm not sleeping well again and that might have something to do with it. I don't know anymore. I just know I am going crazy. Get out the padded room and the straight jacket, I may need it real soon.