I am tired of my WAW not having any regard for my well being.
I am tired of having to protect my girls from all of this mess and hearing that WAW is not.
I am tired of being told what I should and should not be doing.
I am tired of being told who I can talk to.
I am tired of my W acting like she is a saint.
I am tired of being tired.
I am tired of not having my family.
I am tired of being asked how are you doing? How is your W? Whats wrong?
I am tired of hurting about how this is going to impact my girls.
I am tired of not having any intimacy both physically and emotionally.
I am tired of not having the energy to pray, read, connect with my maker.
I do not want this divorce, but I am tired of it. Driving into work today I was thinking what my prayer request would be and it is Strength, Rest, Stamina.... I am worn out. I feel like I have been running a marathon while sprinting the whole time.
