You betcha she is confused!! And thats the worst, because at any moment you know she could go either way. Thats why most people refer to this as a roller coaster ride, because thats really what its like! You just have to try and hang on as best you can and ride it out.
As far as how you are feeling, We all feel the same way about our spouse's, thats why we are here and fighting, we love them, and we want them. My H has asked me a couple of times why I stayed and why I love him so much, and I know for damn sure that if the roles were reversed he wouldn't have stuck it out like I did. But its our choice, and its what we want, so we fight! There is nothing wrong with that, you are doing what you think is right for you and thats all that matters. Don't worry about tomorrow, just be and let things be, and deal with tomorrow when its here.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
