YOU are not going to believe this. IT'S RAINING. This is California. IT DOES NOT RAIN HERE IN JULY. How ya doing big guy. I am doing allot better today. Had a hard time yesterday. W is teetering between her nice and bitchy self. I see the forces battling inside her. Before she would be nice one day and then mean the next. Now it's back and forth. I need to keep in mind NOT to take things personal because when I do my attitude changes. It's we both have an interesting weekend coming up. We both don't know what to expect. I know what you are saying about starting to have doubts about if you want things to work out. Look into your daughters eyes. You like me have reasons besides ourselves that WE need to think of. The way I figure it I have 8 more years of inspiration looking at my son. When he turns 18 then it becomes more of a ME game. Andyv It’s raining!! I don't know it ya read my post yesterday but I went to church yesterday and poured out my soul. I am not a religious guy. I do believe there is a supreme being, but I thing religion hereon earth got kind of screwed up by man kind. Man added his own 2 cents in. I wonder if the rain is a sign. I mean anything could make a song play on the radio or a book fall down but RAIN.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
