I know he hasn't actually "done" anything yet, but imagining him having sex with someone else while we are technically still married is really making me sick.

MWHGC- I don't know how you do it. To all of you that have been cheated on, I just don't know how you do it.

Maybe I will be able to move past this; maybe he won't actually end up cheating (but he won't call it cheating since we'll be separated); maybe it will end up being a moot point if he doesn't choose to come back.

ACK! I am letting my emotions run amok and he has witnessed it. I am sorry, I just can't "Act as If" with the image of him with someone else.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing