Well dinner was peaceful. If it weren't for the fact of no ILY's, holding hands, hugs, you would of thought everything was fine. Yes it made me happy she didn't bring us up or say she wanted a divorce, but I didn't take anything as good or bad, just go day by day and not worry about it. Keep my sanity first, take care myself and kids second, then I may have time to worry about her ups and downs. It is going to get easier over time, but I know myself, I will never give up till the gavel bangs and the judge says so.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
