Hey built4speed, I've read some of your first post on this forum, and I can relate, I've heard a lot of the same crap, and then some, I wish I could give you some advice, but I am kind of lost right now,
Sounds like you are GAL, so I guess I can just say that I applaud you for that. You definitely deserve applause for it. Keep up the good work, and good luck on the journey that life has given you.