had a we have to talk conversation. basicly i said I wouldn't leave , she said so you want me to leave and take the kids. of corse not. more was said and she said that was what she was going to do. I followed her downstairs where she opened the paper and started looking at housing I assume. I continued to the computer. probably 5 min and she came in and said she had made 1/3 of her decision. alone or him crying. I followed her to living room. She said I cant believe you would kick your family out. I said I didn't. I told her I just wanted her to have to think about what she is doing. I went upstairs crying went into our room, enraged I broke her fan and laid on the bed crying harder than I have ever cryed. She came in and i said leave me alone and went into other room to cry. She followed We talked more about it and I find out that he said to her if youre not happy ask him to leave, she said that i wouldnt and he said mabe you are not being clear to him. That really pissed me off. Basicly she said that every thing that is happening is my fault because of what i have done.
She went to talk to him and apperently he wont talk to her. cause im still here. I said did he give you an ultamatum. he said i won and i must be happy. she said im not. now she wants the computer to see if he's on.
