This is just going to be about the whole dark thing really....I have questioned myself about whether I was there for my W...When she left she did say that she knows I love her & she can't love me the same & how I want her to. I cant think of how many times I have stopped up all night waiting for her to come home when she has been on night duty. I gave her lots of support in her job & always encouraged her to pursue it. I know there are lots of things that mean being there for her, but I don't feel that I totally give up on her....Sorry I was just thinking out loud there, i suppose.
But sometimes going dark just seems like it's the only option available.
