Thanks, friends. Glad you all stopped by. I appreciate all the kind words. I still have a long way to go but I'm not in panic and scared mode anymore. I am so thankful for that. I started reading again, something I lost concentration for, for over a year. I can get through a workday without reverting my thoughts back to H. I go out, have fun. I don't know what will happen between me and H anymore but I no longer dwell on it all the time. He has a long way to go for himself. I should make it clear he hasn't said to me that he wants to work things out between us, either. God's helped me be ok up till now. I trust that what is meant to be will present itself in it's own due time.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
