Thanks to all my friends here

[LisaLost]

hey everyone!

been awhile since I have posted. I always come to read the posts-I hate seeing the ones. Anyway, H still wants us to work on our M. He is still seeing his T and I will go in with him next week. He is not living with me as I am not ready for this yet. As I have said I am not doing this again with him so I want all the issues brought out and worked on before we settle back in. We have spent some time together as a family and things have been good. We went to St. Augustine for the 4th of July with all of the kids besides our 9 y/o he is in Miami visiting family. That went great! We just got back from Tampa where we took the kids to Busch Gardens. Also everthing went smooth there too. I still am in contact with the lawyers I am not pushing too hard but I am not letting go of them either. I hate to sound so negative about it when everything is looking up but I have to be careful. He doensn't see all the stressing I do about this - He sees me bring upbeat and confident- He sees me telling him and SHOWING HIM- that I am serious about my emotional well being as well as the kid's and that he needs to get his crap staight and keep it that way if he wants to be with us. I have my issues that I am working on, as always I am a work in progress. I always get great advice from here and always get some good things to think about- You guys are so great even when slinging the 2x4's- I have learned so much from you guys and i really don't think i would be where I am with out Michelle's books and this board.

I don't think that my H was fully out of whatever was turning him into the alien the first time around. A bit of a MLC I do think- but I am going to make sure we work through it and get to a better place this time.

thanks- I will post more later- I hope you guys will throw out any opinions, advice or whatever.

W2S- I was wondering when you were going to stop by!!

Love,Lisa