He is only seeing the psychiatrist .. for his depression issues, anyway.
The $$ situation .. well that is what is really the deal breaker in all of our arguments.
H and I have gone round and round about him continuing to use money (that basically we don't have) to continue his drinking. He maintains that he just can't continue to live like this. (He calls it living in squalor! )
I don't know if I mentioned it above (already) or not .. but I think that "we" get to the point that H might agree with me .. then we get to the next night that he heads out to the bar and asks me for money. Then it starts all over again!
I was not looking forward to last week at all. I had pretty much decided that it was going to be one argument after another .. in regards to him needing money to drink. Somehow though .. he ended up with approximately $300 or so in cash. (I checked his pockets one morning while he was still sleeping.) That explains why he COULD go to the bar and NOT have to ask me for money.
It's been really, really hard for me .. with the uncertainty of all of this.
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