I didn't do anything Jazz.......that is why it was so hard. For once I was just too depressed to get up and do anything. I just sat there and gave up for the moment.
I am working my way back. It is taking a little longer this time.
A few months back H got the Poison CD and was listening to "Every Rose Has A Thorn" so I put that on my cell phone as a ringer. I used that ring tone to set the alarm on my cell phone last night. The funny thing is, after waking up to it, as soon as I got into the car and turned on the radio, that song was playing. That gave me a little inspiration for the day. Things will be fine.
I still have hope. My mind is just a little clouded right now. My cousin that has been separated for only a few months is already dating again. So is her STBXH. One minute she was working on DBing and the next, she is dating. I don't understand this. I have thought about letting go and moving on with my life but I can't see it. I don't want to be with anyone but H. How can someone be married for 15 years, have 2 kids and just throw it away like it never mattered? I am so confused right now.
