We all know how hard this is for you, we have all been in this place, I know that it doesn't help, and right now you feel that things will never be better again. They will slowly get better, its not a quick process, but each day you will notice little things, maybe you aren't thinking about it as much, or you actually had something to eat and finished it. No one should have to feel this type of pain, but we do, and you know what it will make us stronger better people. It has shown me things about myself, how strong I am, how if it comes to it I will be ok on my own(with kids) I don't need him to define myself. These will all be slow realizations but they will come, you need to focus on you! You are the most important right now, stay healthy and focused on you and what you need right now.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!