my wife is running from the whole thing. we had agreed to start dating but she quickly nixed that. she admits she is in denial about alot and supresses all her issues. she says there is no feelings there but 2 weeks ago we look like we have a chance with her coming over the house and losing months of emotions then getting sent home from work because as she said on my voice mail that she is a freaking mess. well she quickly backed off and once she had a chance to registar this whole thing she went back into hiding.
mkultra
i don't feel like anything with my wife now. she is scared to death of me. she was none of the issues above until her dad died. i always thought how after her life is she not screwed up and bang her dad dies and all her issues come to the surface.
if she truly didn't have feelings for me she wouldn't have a problem going out on several dates and putting closure to this thing. she is scared to lose her self in me again. there is safety in hiding i guess. she will regret it one day but i will be long gone.
