5 pm update!
Talked to W about coming by the house tonight for our usual evening. "fine" in an upbeat manner. Here's the kicker, I knew she might be going to see MY counselor as I had asked her if she would consider that to help ME out.

I said, what did you guys do today, oh not much, just messed around at home and went and saw CVA's C! Oh really I said, wow, any insights? Yeah, it was good she says.

My goal on this was to see if she would talk to my counselor about me (he only has my side of the story so) to help me understand what she might be thinking about me and ultimately to help me help myself. Of course, not kidding myself when I say I was hoping she might just open up to someone that could give me feedback. Sort of quasi MC I guess.

We shall see, I have an appt tomorrow at 10am
Wish me luck!
CVA Out.


Me: 46
Wife: 39
D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7
Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07
Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.