It's so bizarre that every day, I get on here and we are discussing what I was thinking about this a.m. I hadn't caught up on this thread, but this a.m. I'm thinking about "why am I still unhappy for no reason" and for some reason I have been thinking about my childhood a lot, maybe it's b/c you guys discuss it a lot, and I was so INSECURE and I have no idea WHY. Even at a young age, I was so self-conscious. Why? I look at my 7 yr old and don't see that in him. Is it the difference between a boy & a girl or were my parents not encouraging enough for something? I just don't get it.


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10