My first wife blamed me, even though she had the affair and asked for the divorce. I love my oldest with all my heart, but in all actuality I have not been around him as much as I would of liked for the last 12 years. It pains me to watch my son/sons grow up from a distance. I don't want to go thru this again. Just want it to all go away.
M 41 W 33 S8 S17 Bomb 3/11/07 S 3/28/07 New beginning? 8/31/07
