well, I got to go back to OK without the little ones. YEA! okay, that sounds bad, but I need a break. Plus, it's my b-day and my H and me can spend some time alone.

I let him get my nerves again because when I asked my mom the last day if she would watch em for us and we'd come back the next weekend she said yes, so then I had to make a decision. Stay in Wichita with the kids or go back with my H. I had a lot to do both places, and my H kept saying I should stay because I could do a lot that I wouldn't normally be able to do. So with him keep trying to persuade me (which is more like him getting irritated and raising his voice a little) I felt like he didn't want me to go back with him. I had to just leave from talking to him cause I was upset.

So, I let that get to me, and thankfully his mom talked me into coming back so we could have time alone. I almost didn't want to, but I told H how he made me feel and he said that wasn't the reason. I still kinda wonder, but oh well. I told him I would drive home so he would like me. he thought that was funny.

plus, it's my b-day and the last b-day or two we weren't together then, so I wanna good b=day with my H!

My meeting went well last thursday. 3 people out of 5 started the MonaVie. one has diabetes and is only 59 but can hardly walk and uses a cane. another has such bad pain (only 40) that she has patches of narcotics that she uses. So I'm so excited for them and pray that it helps them and they don't have to take their medication anymore.

OH Nikki! I just found out that Jeff Bodine drinks Mona Vie. Does your H know him? I never heard of him, but my H recognized the name. Won some kind of race or something, then had a really bad crash. Or maybe you know who he is? You probably know alot more about racing than I do.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."