.....You have to remember that your W is pretty broken right now and as much as you WANT her to find her way out of that, she needs to be the one to fully recommmit. So another tough question for you - how much of you wants to hang on just so you can "prove" that you have changed? Don't get me wrong, a worthy endeavor, but one based in ego. To me, the selfless thing to do is to just let go...and hope that someday she realises what she is letting go of...
All my prayers,
Sven
I'm having to remind myself several times a day, she is so broken. I don't know what else to tell myself. It's a mantra. Sometimes a prayer, sometimes a curse, right now I don't know what context I'm saying it in except my own brokeness at this point.
Please Sven, I'm not being an idiot here, I just can't think real clear. (I drove to work, after getting here I realized I didn't look once when changing lanes, I must have driven through several red lights because I don't remember ever stopping once at an intersection. I'm dazed to say the least).
Can you explain what you mean regarding letting go?
