Should I quit after all this or do I keep on hopeing for her to return to our marriage and family?
Doesn't matter. The decision is hers. You can only decide whether to accept her back should she want to come back. Until then, you're on your own whether you "hope" or not. Cover your a$$, be there for your kids, and make time to do things on your own that bring you happiness and a sense of accomplishment. That should keep you busy. After that, you can hope all you want, but you might as well hope for good weather; it'll show up or it won't and there's not much you can do about it.
a fine and enviable madness, this delusion that all questions have answers, and nothing is beyond the reach of a strong left arm.
