Well, just when you think things can't get any worse. She sat down and told me that she is going to be leaving and staying at her female friends house for a while. She said she cannot continue living in a home pretending to feel something that she doesn't. That her feelings have changed and I know that. It was killing me to hear all of this. She was saying all of this while crying. I did my best but broke down a few times one of which was when we talked about my mother's birthday party on Wednesday. She said that she would come if they still wanted her to. I told her that they love her just like I do and that they always will. I told her that I understand that her feelings change, but that could mean they could change again. That we were so happy just a short time ago and we can get back there. I said that I need to get counselling for myself and that I think that we should go to MC together. She said that she would but she still needed to get away and get some time, and that she didn't feel like it was going to help her change anything at all. I told her that I can understand why she would feel that way but I asked her to promise to approach it with an open mind because if she goes in there saying to herself that this is not going to work, then it probably wouldn't. She understood and agreed. I told her (through tears) that no matter what I was going to be here for her if she ever needed me. I asked her what was going to happen going forward. She said that she was going to female friends' house and would sleep there tonight and then tomorrow her father is coming into town. I asked her if there is going to be contact and she said that she could not just shut me out of her life. I feel completely emotionally drained right now. I have never cried like this before, and I feel like such a wimp but the hurt is overwhelming. I don't know how I am going to do moving forward. I cannot even imagine how difficult this is going to be. I am so afraid that she will never come back. Watching her pull away was so incredibly difficult. We hugged and cried before she left. This cannot be the end of this. I have tried too hard the last 5+ months and built too strong a bond over the last 10 years. God, please help me.