Nothing new to report today...things are falling into a calm, seemingly stable pattern. I haven't pursued any R talk with H for a week or two--not really sure I want/need to rock the boat right now.
I know we're different people with different personalities and perspectives. The issues that bother me when I allow myself to think on them don't find resolution in our discussions, because he seems to view them as irrelevant. I'm trying to walk the tightrope between letting him just be himself/find his own path to self-awareness (or not) and taking care of my needs. Don't think I'm sitting idly by, twiddling my thumbs while he continues to be the philanderer. He's here, he's plugged in, and I'm walking by faith that the rest will follow.
