Made it through the B-day weekend. I feel as though I am detaching. I know she is going to see a lawyer tomorrow and it doest bother me anymore. She is still getting her room upstairs ready to move into and asked me to help her a little. I did with no problem. I'm kind of getting used to sleeping on the couch. I know it's weird for the kids to see me sleeping on the couch, but they sleep in the bed with her. So maybe they don't notice anything.
I had taken today and tomorrow off because we were supposed to be in New Orleans for her B-day. I think I will go back to work today and save those days for when I really need them. No sense in using them if i am just going to sit around the house all day and do nothing, when I can sit around the house and work.
