Hi Guys I hope you haven't forgotten that I exist. I haven't been where I could take the time and post since my other thread locked up.
It is very hard knowing I have to move on after 25 years. He calls every day to see how things are going with the boys and family. Sometimes he calls 4 times a day. I know he is calling her all the time too. He still believes sshe is perfect. I just have to get by it. I have to go to another funeral tomorrow and I know she will be there. Then another funeral next week and she will be there. I have to go because both of these guys I have know all my life and they have been friends of both my H and My families. It will be extrememly tough. She is so bold I will have to hold my temper and ignore her because that is not the place to say anything to her. I will be by H family and that will really bug her. I hate being put in this situation. What did we ever do to deserve this?
I am trying to get a life but it is so hard to think about starting over. Any one have any advice. I think I have to much time to think even though I am really busy.
