I think that says a lot that you can watch those videos without just sadness. It shows your strength.
I was just thinking about going through this huge box I have of family photos. Up until now I haven't had the courage to look at them. I had them tucked away in a closet. I need to go through them and sort them out. I plan to put the ones with H in a box for d7 to have someday. I don't know what else to do with them. I also have some videos of holidays and some vacations. I think in my sitch --if I made my H a copy of these at this point and gave them to him, he would think I was trying to make him feel guilty or it was being manipulative in some way. I don't think he is ready for any reminders of our past together.
Do you feel like your H's feelings for you are gone like I do? Today when I saw my H he was so cold, distant, and really does act like he has erased our past together. He shows no interest in me at all. When I am in the same room as him he looks at d and directs all of his conversation to d. I'm invisable. I feel like he is never going to love me again. Do you feel this way too?
