Sashaying thru Seperation V

[mcojh]

Last night we went to the outdoor concert. 102 degrees and humid when we got there. CW was dressed very hot. She had a tank top on with a light shirt over it. I gushed at her apprarance when I picked her up. When we got to the parking lot, she took the top shirt off. She said she didn't want to, because I would be staring at her. I told her that I would do my best, but would guarantee nothing. We had a good time. I had 5 beers in a short period of time. Usually I would have felt a buzz, but I think I was sweating it out as fast as I put it in.

During one song, the singer said for everyone who is in love to raise their hand. Holy awkward moment Batman. I was standing slightly behind CW at the time and she slyly looked over her shoulder at me, smiling. I raised my hand and she replied, "whatever" with a playful laugh. Throughout the evening, she/we were playful with each other and I touched her back lightly and other minor contact. One of the wise DB women suggested easing into contact and it seems to be working.

On the way home, we discussed church today. We agreed to talk in the morning to see who was going. This morning, the boys were tired and didn't want to go along. I told CW I would pick her up on the way. When I did, she got in and as we pulled out, she said, "do you think this is confusing to them? Us going to church together?" In my head said, "Confusing....Confusing....How the F could this situation be confusing." Out loud I said, "I don't think so". That was the end of it. I should point out, CW was dressed very nicely this morning, in a provacative top, that I have to admit, I could see into when she sat next to me.....

I am smiling and waving, confused as ever.