Today was a positive. W asked if I could drop off S. I showed planning to do the drop say something positive and then go. When I arrived W asked if I had time to sit and talk. I was not excited about this, I just can't talk anymore D talk. Well she just wanted to chat. Nothing heavy, and W is back to calling it our seperation. I stayed for about an hour and played with my S, she even commented how great of a dad I am, "it just comes natural to you." I was stocked, her first real compliment since the split.
Well she had a girls night out last night and I didn't ask anything. When I asked her how she was doing, she said great but then a few minutes later she told me she was having second thoughts. I did IMAGO and she stated that every few days she has a panic attack about what she was doing. She said last night she ended up cutting the night early because of one. After the emphathizing I told her if she needed to talk just let me know. I got another thank you and her happy smile. THRILLED! Well not that she isn't feeling to well, but the positive comments make me feel good.
She took it upon herself to make sure I saw her in her bikini again, that is just killing me. I mean neither of us look like we did in college, but to me that is the sexist women alive, hands down!
