Hi mkultra,

Thank you so much for your message. I am so sad to hear about your neighbor's situation and yours. It is so awful that our spouses have giving up everything for people that they barely know. I don't understand it, but I all I know, is that I have to continue to focus on me. I am not sure how long this has been going on with you, but I promise, it gets better. I have been seperated from my H since Dec. It is going on 8 months and I feel great. I'm healthy (after 3 months of no eat or sleep) and I have been continuously working out. I believe this has been the best medicine. My prayers are with you and your family. Remember, keep your chin up high and always remember that you are the better person.