I was so busy today that I didn't have a chance to pick up either of the books and tomorrow we are going to a Cardinals game. Maybe I can stop on the way and buy a book. It would be nice to have something to read during the drive, I feel uncomfortable still and don't have much to say in terms of everyday talk. H. is really trying to be understanding but I am still shell shocked and expecting the other shoe to drop. Sometimes the whole thing seems like a dream. I found out today that the OW has had problems with alcohol in the past and is a real mess. I think H. is relieved that everything is out in the open and he is back home. Now I am an emotional wreck but at least I am dealing with reality instead of wondering and living in limbo like I have been for months. I am praying that everything works out but I have moments of anger that I have a hard time shaking. Thanks IMP for the support and encouragement. Blessings, Violet
