perviously during our conversation at the lake she said i'm suprised you haven't found anyone else. I told her I have no desire to see anyone, I love her. Thats when I rasured her that I have been serious about our ralationship these past few years and not let myself join in on inapropriate conversations especially at work. And there are plenty of them. I have just walked away when I feel like I am being included in them.

PS She is still and has been on the phone with him for 3 1/2 hours now since we've been home. She is in the basement, she came up once to get her charger.


Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt