I honestly though that I had gotten through all the pain months ago. In my mind I had already conceded what they were doing. I just don't think it sunk in until I made her admit to it over the phone.
And them being away for a week really has hit me more than I thought it would.
I think the lies have hurt me the most.
But like you said, it can't get any worse, and it does get easier with time.
Thanks again for your support, I really do appreciate it.
AndyV M38 W36 D7 M 13 years Together 17 years W wants D mid Dec 06 (ring off) W wants separation early Jan 07 (she backdated to Oct 06) EA revealed end March 07 (Nov 06 W first meeting with OM) Hallmark moment "I care for you but am no longer in love with you."