Just got back from the lake. Wife showed up as we were eating. We were already there for couple hours. The kids finished first and went back in the water. I was kind of staring at W and she said what. I paused then said she looked beautiful. She acted shy then said thanks. We had one of those conversations that don't go anywhere. At the end of that I said I would like to say one more thing then lets talk about something else. I said that my feelings for her haven't changed in the past 3 years(when we got back together). She said that her feeling have also not changed for me. I started crying under my sun glasses. She said I didn't mean it in a bad way. After I collected myself I said thats why this is so wrong. Now is the bad part. She said but, I'm tired of feeling this way and waiting for you to change or make me feel like you love me... we haven't had the passion.

Not sure what else was said but she is still going through with this to see if it is worth pursuing,((If he is willing to move here, If he is ok with kids, if they have that connection))

She said she would still read the part I want her to in DB and DR tonight.
This doesn't sound like the 180's anymore.

Any uplifting advice woould be appreciated.
Ok any advice would be appreciated.

Me 37 W 37
D21 D17 D12 S8
grandparents 7/07 boy
Married 16 yrs last June 07
Bomb dropped 4/07

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt